because its about my dearest, and this is his fav start for our conversation. so yea.

it has been quite some time since my last post. no doubt that i have neglected this area where i can express my thoughts. something that i used to rely on heavily in my seconday sch times. but i guess, with things improving i dun see the need to pour out my heart.

i've actually just read through some post from my older blogs(ps. i nvr deleted any of them but all just for keepsake, for me to read from time to time to see how i was back den)

anyway, back to the purpose of this post.

dearest...

what i told u yesterday was what i really meant. and it still stands the same for nw, forever.

nothing in this world can replace anything that we have. Its something very special. something that we have both worked very hard for. and to give it away just like that, well... its just beyond me, and hopefully the same for u. i've been through hell to get to enjoy what we have today... and it has never been easy to maintain a relationship and which is why we do get upset w each other once in awhile. and sometimes when things get forgotten, because we just got too comfortable w each other that we think that certain things just dun matter that much. however, that tiny-est thing have proven to be something impt too.

u dont have to worry that someday i will be gone to that 'better' someone, because that someone is you. u think that i dunno that the things u do for me is something easy? but i do know its hard. why? simply for the fact that im bad tempered, maybe even short tempered. sometimes unreasonable to a small extend and such. to put it in as little words as possible, its just that im not someone who is easy to get along w for the long term duration.

u may be flawed, but im nowhere any better. and w that, we make a wholesome someone together =)