in any case, the reason I'm here is due to my dearest... i swear not one in my life time can be as nice and sweet that he is. seriously, giving in to me a lot. I'm a female but yet having a really strong pride, don't know why either. so no matter what he has to give in in the end. tell, just now many times can one give in to one. so i really believe its the power of love. i dunno why, but somehow it's programmed into me. as much as i wish to speak, i just couldn't. resulting in hurt along the way. but he's always there to bring things up. seriously, there's no one guy i would trade him for. and having said this makes me more paranoid, of losing him. he just means too much to me. maybe not. he is already a part of me. i just wish to see him every single day. make sure he's well and all. though sometimes i say really mean things(sometimes, u do that too yourself). but no matter what i said, in the end, i still love u. and dun mean all the mean things i said.

today marks the 34months of being together. i guess we both seen a lot. from each other that is. dun really act like the budding freshness of love. but it still has it's uniqueness matured love i can say? something along that line i suppose. though i really thought pretty far. but possible, quite likely =) and dear is changing for the better. at least now he gives me my goodbye kisses b4 i go off which really is nth. not like we are kissing in public or what. just a peck. so it's nth to be too concerned about.

bottom line, he's my sweetest. my sweetest escape after a long and tiring day.

Love has nvr been any better.